The Year was 2001. I was and still am, a huge Nicole Kidman
fan. February of that year saw Tom Cruise filing for a divorce from the Lovely
Aussie actress. There were and still are so many rumours going about, all
talking about Tom being an apparent Homosexual. Whether or not this is truly the case or closet,
only he will truly know. What we do know for a fact is that everyone that has
claimed that he is gay has been sued by Toms lawyer. Anyway, that’s not the
point of this blog. Just some food for thought.
Nicole admitted that she still loved Tom. But I, even though
I loved Tom as the Vampire Lestat, was a far bigger Kidman fan than what I was a
Cruise fan. Nicole and I had walked many years together already and I wasn’t
about to just abandon her in her hour of pain and sorrow. I was going to see it
through and help her where ever I could.
Now before I carry on, I have to explain something to you
all. I am a Scorpio. Born on the 19th of November. Not only am I a
Scorpio, but I am about as Scorpio as what it gets. What this means is that
yes I am passionate, yes I love to love and lust, yes I have drive and
motivation and once I get going I am like a non stop steam roller to get to the
end result, but …… I can also get angry like a Scorpio. And when it comes to
holding a grudge……..oh boy, I can hold a grudge like it is no one’s business.
Because I have a Virgo rising, I can hold a grudge with extreme precision. I
can tell you exactly what you did to piss me off, and when you did it, to the
time of day in the month and year. And of course, I can plot revenge.
So in the First Degree class we are talking about letting go
and no longer holding on to grudges and hate. Things that might stop you from
moving forward, you know. Me being the teacher and all that, I have to set an
example. So I am publicly going to let go of the oldest grudge that I have.
Now back to my story.
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| My friend Nicole Kidman |
The day that Tom and Nicole separated, I made a solemn vow to Nicole. I said
to her:
“Nicole, I will never support that man again. I will never
go to see any of his movies. I will not rent them either. I refuse for him to make
even one South African Rand out of me. I will however carry on supporting you
Nicole.”
She was so grateful and understanding and because back then
I was still straight, she was all over me. I had to explain to her that we are
just friends and that I cannot be a rebound for her. Luckily she understood
that and when I was certain that she did, I had my way with her. It was a
passionate night! One I will remember forever. Thank you
Nicole…………Hehehehehehehehehe……..
Anyway. It is now twelve years later and I decided that
maybe I should let go of this grudge. Maybe I should just accept Tom for the
person that he is. Couch jumping and all. Look I wont be inviting him over or
anything like that. My couches were expensive and I don’t have the means to
just replace it if he jumps through one of them.
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| Oprah is all like: "Get the fucq off ma couch, crazy white boy" |
But I can at least let go of the resentment and anger and
bitterness I feel towards him. Which will allow me to move on with my life as well. After all
I didn’t hate him because he is a bad actor or anything like that. It was
purely an act of loyalty towards a friend of mine. And she did the same for me.
When my ex wife and I split up, Nicole was all like:
“Don’t worry my friend, I wont ever support her at all. I
won’t have anything to do with her. She is dead to me”
Cuz that is what friends do for each other.
After twelve years Tom, I am finally letting go. You are free
man and you are welcome to whatever fame comes your way. It is time for me to
move on from this bitter grudge and carry on with live. Well that and there is
a movie coming out with you in it and it really looks good. I am so gonna go
see it. But it is only because I am the better man here. As I told the First
Degree’s, sometimes someone just has to step up and be the Hero! Well that and I have my new grudge, Snow White aka Candy!! Slut!!
Have an awesome, forgiving Valentines day everyone!
Mwah!
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